Counting down the days :o(

So, today is the last day that Trevar will go to high school, well except for Thursday and Friday, but those don't count, their only half days. So, I remember when I found out I was going to have a baby, emotions were mixed, at first of course I was upset, I had just turned 19 years old, what am I gonna do with a little baby. But then the more I thought about it, to have someone depend on you, someone would need me. That part made me happy! I like to feel needed, the thought that someone needs me to do something for them makes me happy, like there is a reason I am here. Now, he's growing up, I think he will still need me, heck I need him, probably more than he needs me. Now the new journey will begin, he is becoming a man, whatever that means, he can shave, vote, be drafted(hopefully not) but I hope that if he has learned anything in his 17 years of life he knows how to treat people, to be honest and caring, to be real. Our life has been tough over the past 2 years but I think it has made both of use stronger and taught both of us how to treat people, just like we would want to be treated and we now know that no matter how much you love someone, you can't always make them do the right thing! SO, we have 8 days left until GRADUATION, so far Im doing good, haven't cried today, but it is just 3:00, there is still time, lol, but I am going to try to keep it together, if I cry around Trevar, he's all, "If you cry, I will punch you in the face" thats not what I have taught him to say, and I hope he's just kiddin! If I cry around Alex, he doesn't know what to do, it upsets him, SO, my goal today is not to be upset. I think I can do it. TODAY WAS A RAMBLING DAY! Until next time, word!