So, have you ever been hurt by someone that you really loved? Like so hurt you didn't think you could make it through the day, so hurt that some days you didn't even want to get out of the bed, so hurt that the love you once felt turned to anger. Then as time goes by you have to see this person, again, and although your life is MUCH better, it seems this persons life is always a little better than what you have! UGH! OK, so if you know me you know what Im talkin about. So, tonight I get to see that person, with their new person in their life, crap! I don't want it to bother me but for some reason, even as long as it's been, it still does. I know that God doesn't give us more than we can handle, but sometimes I think that God thinks I am stronger than what I am, maybe it's me, well of course it's me, God is always right, I just can't find that strength yet. SO tonight, Im gonna be the happy person that I really am, and it's not gonna hurt anything if I dress really cute, hehe!! This night is all about my baby and his graduation dinner, which brings me to a whole nother set of emotions, happy/sad, he's growing up. As I got the LARGE picture board together last night, each picture shows my little Trevar no matter how old he is, it's all the same, my sweet, silly, crazy Trevar. I am so grateful to God for leading Trevar to me here on earth! OK, Im not gonna cry, just yet, gotta get ready for Dick's Sporting Goods, fun!! Until next time, love!
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